It’s a strange time to be alive. I blame the time. Now. I have been experiencing a strange phenomenon. I seem to fluctuate daily between being amped and excited for what I can achieve this year and being totally lethargic, not really keen or believing that any battle will be won.
It’s a strange feeling, one I’m not sure I’m entirely comfortable with. It’s not so much that I’m not used to either state of being, as I have a tendency to fluctuate through them, but usually over the course of a month at least. It’s been weird that it’s happening almost a few times daily.
I blame the time. The reason, I’m telling myself, is because we’re at the crux of a new year while still not fully over the last. 2011, it seems, still has a hold on me (illustrated simply by my urge to empower it every time I write the date) , but the effect is proving to be downright frustrating. One of my biggest goals this year is to lose weight. and lots of it. But, this oscillating is effecting that instead, I go from eating well and exercising when I feel enthused, to throwing it all out and eating pizza pushing midnight after already having dinner. And it’s flipping irritating.
I think the frustration goes further- I have a few half-finished posts, all waiting for attention, but none that I’m really getting to. As I get amped, I seem to at least get a bunch of stuff done, but never really complete it- then I hit the not-so-amped stage, and anything topical that I wanted to post loses it’s relevancy.
Anyone have any ideas on how to kick this stupidness in it’s head and bounce into a decent start for the year, please let me know.
How are you guys experiencing they year? Hopefully it’s a little easier than this…
As I said, I have a few quasi-posts lying around – so hopefully I get my stoke up soon enough.. I am super amped for this year, and what it could bring, I just need to exit this 2011 funk.
3 Comments
Ian
Sorry about the pizza!!!
10 Jan
Ian
Sorry about the Pizza!!
10 Jan
Cam
haha all good my friend
11 Jan
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